Head space got really noisy there

Need to dump. Those things aren't real, they might be but they aren't right now. Just weird waking dreams. Hate the feeling though. That feeling of being awake but clearly not. Fucks with my perception of reality and the shadow of doubt lingers for a bit too long. Okay. Feel like I can go back to sleep now. Would like to dream about the Roci and crew. While stressful and dangerous, it is an adventure and isn't a really that would make me question mine.