Had an interesting dream last night. Was chatting with an old friend, catching up over lost time, learning interesting developments, and reconnected. It was cathartic in the dream. Wounds, long since closed, were dressed and treated. The conversation was earnest and difficult at times but felt very cleansing afterwards.
It got me thinking though, could i make that a reality? Its always awkward to start those conversations up, especially after so much time had passed, but are they really awkward? Is that something inherit to the topic or are we just told it should be? I mean, we were always frank with each other in the apex of the friendship. Words were never held back. Now though, it seems like mountains have grown between our ears and climbing to the summit to shout to the other side had become this gargantuan task almost, or at least it feels that way. The dream was easy though. A quiet restaurant, some sweet smelling drinks, and empty plates were all that was between us at the time. Now obviously the dream never shows the preamble, the rising action to the climax of the movie. I don't know how to get there but it was nice if even in only my dreams.
Plus, all this marriage nonsense going on and the move? I don't know how you guys are doing but its been a bit too long for me to just but in ya know dude? Anyways.
School starts up again tomorrow. Yeay. Got some interesting classes this year, mostly classes that will help with the job. Shit like, integrated systems development, OO Programming, and hopefully some more linux or bios stuff. Kind of outside my scope at work but I wanna be lean and mean, you know?
This weekend we have one last blowout planned. It's been interesting watching the change. Hormones and the drugs that treat them have a funny affect on the mind. Really puts this whole reality concept into a weird little question.
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